2011 is the best year I have ever had. That year I was fifteen years old. There was a lot of precious moment I had with my family and friends. 2011 was the year that I had to sit for pmr. I was one of the pmr candidates that year. There was a lot of pressure and stress along this year.
I am not a smart girl like the others. I am a type of girl who loves to play more than to study. At that moment, I have never realised that pmr was really important to me. I played and sleep a lot and I have never listened to my parent's advice. They always told me that it was not hard to achieve success but you have to study smart. Mom always said not to cry over spilt milk, but I have never listened to her advice.
Trial pmr was around the corner, but what did I do? There was nothing much changed. I watched television too much. I chatted with my friends on facebook and twitter. When the teacher taught infront of the class I talked with my friends at the back. Then I have passed my trial and my result was terribly bad. I got 1A5B2D. I was really embarassed. How could I tell my parents this such a bad result? SO EMBARASSING! I just do not know where should I put my face. All my friends got a good result and yes!! my parents were very dissapointed with me. They were really mad at me.
Starting from that day, I have realised that I have dissapointed my parents and made them upset at my results and attitude. I wanted to change to be a better person. I did not want to make them felt sad again and again. I promised to myself that I have to change.
It is not less than a month before pmr started. I knew it was quite late but for me I have to put an effort. I burnt the midnight oil. I woke up early in the morning to catch up the topics before and I have never missed my prayers, because I know Allah is always there for me. I would not giveup because I believe with that "Where there's a will,there's a way" :)
Now my pmr was over and I am so proud of myself. I got 6A2B for my pmr. The only words that I could say when I got the result is 'Alhamdulillah'. Thank you Allah for everything.I have no words to say. For some people, 6A2B is just a normal result, but for me it is not! I just could not imagine if I study from the beginning because I am pretty sure I will get 8A. I would not giveup. There is SPM waiting for me and I promise to myself that I will make my parents proud of me. I want to get 9A. It sounds hard but NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. Sitting for pmr examinations was unforgettable and precious experience I have ever had.
♡ Assalamualaikum
